| You're a Shy Kisser |
 You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out But you've got plenty of intensity in return |
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
WHAT KIND OF KISSER ARE YOU?
LAST SONG SYDROME
CAN'T LET YOU GO
by: Cueshe
I’ve been to many places
I’ve met different races
I’ve seen so many faces
But it’s you I can’t forget
I’ve been through high & low
Till I got no where to go
I got this funny feeling
That it’s you who I’m still missing
So baby common
Don’t let this go
You know I love you so!
Don’t throw away
Let our love grow
I can’t let you go!
We’ve always been so strong
We almost had it all
Don’t give up now on me
Cause, we will always be
Let’s come to think of this
Look at all we could miss
I can’t let this happen
Cause it’s you
That I’ll always be loving
by: Cueshe
I’ve been to many places
I’ve met different races
I’ve seen so many faces
But it’s you I can’t forget
I’ve been through high & low
Till I got no where to go
I got this funny feeling
That it’s you who I’m still missing
So baby common
Don’t let this go
You know I love you so!
Don’t throw away
Let our love grow
I can’t let you go!
We’ve always been so strong
We almost had it all
Don’t give up now on me
Cause, we will always be
Let’s come to think of this
Look at all we could miss
I can’t let this happen
Cause it’s you
That I’ll always be loving
IDEAL RELATIONSHIP
| Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating |
 You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
LAST SONG SYNDROME
Baby Don't You Break My Heart Slow
by: Vhonda Shepard
I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you say, do you say what you mean?
I want our love to last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say?
When you say our love could last forever
(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you
I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
(Chorus)
by: Vhonda Shepard
I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you say, do you say what you mean?
I want our love to last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say?
When you say our love could last forever
(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you
I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
(Chorus)
BIRTHDAY WISH LIST IN 2006
- Love without Fear... Be daring and passionate... To Hell with the consequences!
- Be somebodys number ONE...
- Be open to EVERYTHING and attached to NOTHING...
- Be completely HAPPY...
- Make more FRIENDS...
- Lose weight and keep it off this time...
- Exercise regularly...
- Worry less...
- Never stop learning...
- Take a vacation...
- Take more photos...
- Get an ipod for free!
- Go on a road trip with no predermined destination...
- Not care of what other people think...
- Stand up for myself...
- Work because I like to, not because I have to...
- Take a masters degree...
- Learn French...
- Unleash the woman in me...
- Do one thing everyday that scares me...
- Cook more!
- Stop complaining...
- Learn to apply make-up...
- Organize my finances...
- Invest...
- Document my life in pictures...
- Take time for fun...
- Learn constructive living...
- Speak up when I know things are wrong...
- Do 10 things which will make my mom and dad proud of me...
- Make a difference...
- Never stop GROWING as a person...
- Beat my depression... AGAIN!
- Find the motivation to accomplish my GOAL...
- Embrace my CRAZINESS!
- Find my SOULMATE...
- Get a BOYFRIEND...
- To fall in love with someone who loves me as much as I love him...
- Finish my scrapbook...
- See fireflies...
- Get kissed under the stars...
- Slow dance under the romantic moon...
- Kiss in the rain or under a waterfall...
- Ride in a hot air balloon...
- Go and see a movie at least twice a month...
- Understand VINCE...
- Be granted the serenity to accept the things that I cannot changed, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
- Sit somewhere with a great VIEW, a great FRIEND, and a damn decent bottle of TEQUILA...
- Travel the world!!!
- Find someone to share my life with...
Friday, March 24, 2006
TEN MATERIAL THINGS I WANT
1. Black Ipod - 20GB
2. Combination of Gold and Silver Earrings
3. Aqua Di Gio For Women
4. Bags
5. Beautiful Red Sheets
6. Nice Underwear
7. Shoes
8. Hazel Brown Contact Lens
9. Yellow and White Tulips
10. Marc Nelson... Yes... He is a TOY to me!
2. Combination of Gold and Silver Earrings
3. Aqua Di Gio For Women
4. Bags
5. Beautiful Red Sheets
6. Nice Underwear
7. Shoes
8. Hazel Brown Contact Lens
9. Yellow and White Tulips
10. Marc Nelson... Yes... He is a TOY to me!
10 THING I WILL CONSIDER NAMING MY KIDS
DISCLAIMER: If I dont get to have kids... I'll just get kittens and send them to college...
1. Bianca Ysabelle
2. Anne Ryssa
3. Samantha Gabrielle
4. Leanne Love
5. Venice Andrea
6. Joaquin Iñigo
7. Vincent Emmanuel
8. Sebastian Gabrielle
9. Raphael Dominique
10. Amsterdam - Hahaha!!! As if i'll have TEN kids...
1. Bianca Ysabelle
2. Anne Ryssa
3. Samantha Gabrielle
4. Leanne Love
5. Venice Andrea
6. Joaquin Iñigo
7. Vincent Emmanuel
8. Sebastian Gabrielle
9. Raphael Dominique
10. Amsterdam - Hahaha!!! As if i'll have TEN kids...
Thursday, March 23, 2006
PERSONALITY TEST
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! |
CHARM
| Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker |
 Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* |
HOW ARE YOU IN LOVE?
| How You Are In Love |
 You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
WHAT KIND OF FOOD ARE YOU?
You Are Mexican Food |
 Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you. |
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
FIVE VARIABLE LOVE PROFILE
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
DESTINED TO BE MEN LOSER???
March 22, 2006… Wednesday… 5:42 am… Living room… In front of my computer… Catching up with a cyber-friend, whom I haven't heard from in a long time, is usually refreshing… Sometimes, it's even amusing, like the one I just had... I put below only the piece that's particularly hilarious.
Cris: Why u r not getting married?
Sandz: I haven’t found the right man
Cris: Every man u find you lose!!!!
Cris: yyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??
Sandz: *ROTFL* Hahaha!!! (Note: I swear I was actually laughing my butt out at this point!)
Sandz: Cris, sorry for laughing…
Sandz: I'm not laughing at you, you know…
Sandz: It's just... You put it all correctly in one sentence… And I find it so funny!
Cris: Ok… Catch u later!
Sandz: Thanks Cris!
Cris: Give me a good news next time…
Cris: Hope everything goes well with you…
Sandz: Wehehe... Cross your finger, my friend!
Cris: I miss you…
Sandz: Mishu!
Cris: God bless you…
Sandz: God bless you!
What can I say more? Well, some people may not consider the situation depicted in the conversation above as something you can laugh about. You see, Cris and I rarely chatted, especially after he got married (He sent me the invitation to his wedding, without a return ticket!!! Grrr!!! Hehehe…), and when we did, the same issue will appear: my love life. It sadly seems like our chat sessions were filled with an update of my current, ex, ex-man. No wonder he somehow got the idea that I always lose men. So he brought our conversation to an end with a prayer for my good fortune with -- you guessed -- MEN…
As a matter of fact, I can't argue him! Don't worry, guys, I'm not complaining, for at the same time, the whole situation looks so funny to me (Hmmm, now I understand the term "tragicomical" Wehehe...). I think someone can develop a good movie script out of this. With lots of imagination, of course, Wehehe!!!
Cris: Why u r not getting married?
Sandz: I haven’t found the right man
Cris: Every man u find you lose!!!!
Cris: yyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??
Sandz: *ROTFL* Hahaha!!! (Note: I swear I was actually laughing my butt out at this point!)
Sandz: Cris, sorry for laughing…
Sandz: I'm not laughing at you, you know…
Sandz: It's just... You put it all correctly in one sentence… And I find it so funny!
Cris: Ok… Catch u later!
Sandz: Thanks Cris!
Cris: Give me a good news next time…
Cris: Hope everything goes well with you…
Sandz: Wehehe... Cross your finger, my friend!
Cris: I miss you…
Sandz: Mishu!
Cris: God bless you…
Sandz: God bless you!
What can I say more? Well, some people may not consider the situation depicted in the conversation above as something you can laugh about. You see, Cris and I rarely chatted, especially after he got married (He sent me the invitation to his wedding, without a return ticket!!! Grrr!!! Hehehe…), and when we did, the same issue will appear: my love life. It sadly seems like our chat sessions were filled with an update of my current, ex, ex-man. No wonder he somehow got the idea that I always lose men. So he brought our conversation to an end with a prayer for my good fortune with -- you guessed -- MEN…
As a matter of fact, I can't argue him! Don't worry, guys, I'm not complaining, for at the same time, the whole situation looks so funny to me (Hmmm, now I understand the term "tragicomical" Wehehe...). I think someone can develop a good movie script out of this. With lots of imagination, of course, Wehehe!!!
HOW DO PEOPLE SEE YOU?
| Slow and Steady |
 Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
Saturday, March 18, 2006
DILEMMA
My body's all worn out but my mind is alright and I think it'll be able to work through the night. But I just want to fall asleep.
SLEEPING HABITS
Every time I wake up late in the afternoon, I can't help but think about what Bryan asked me the other night: "So, whatcha gonna do now? You've only been up 7 hours!" Hehehe! This is probably why I have sleeping problems. I sleep in so I can't fall asleep early enough at night. Then I get all groggy in the morning when I have to wake up early. Blah! Me and my crappy sleeping habits...
Friday, March 17, 2006
HOW EVIL ARE YOU?
You are 13% evil You are not evil. Why are you taking this test? You are a nice person and are always thinking about others. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO BE FAMOUS FOR?
You will be famous for writing a national bestseller You are very observant and tend to be the wallflower at parties. You are intuitive and know just how to communicate everything that you are feeling to those around you. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
GREAT STUFF
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
>Smart man + smart woman = romance
>Smart man + dumb woman = affair
>Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
>Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
>Smart boss + smart employee = profit
>Smart boss + dumb employee = production
>Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
>Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
>A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
>A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
>A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
>A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
>A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
>A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
>To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
>To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
>Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
>A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
>A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
>A woman has the last word in any argument.
>Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
>Smart man + smart woman = romance
>Smart man + dumb woman = affair
>Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
>Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
>Smart boss + smart employee = profit
>Smart boss + dumb employee = production
>Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
>Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
>A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
>A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
>A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
>A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
>A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
>A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
>To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
>To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
>Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
>A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
>A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
>A woman has the last word in any argument.
>Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
FROM DUDE: R-E-A-S-O-N-S
Some reasons why i love my dude...
I love to hear your voice.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you look when you're sleeping.
I love your body.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat.
I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
You are simply irresistible.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I can do this all day dude... There are so many reasons why i love you.... Hope this helps when u wonder why i love you....
I love to hear your voice.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you look when you're sleeping.
I love your body.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat.
I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
You are simply irresistible.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I can do this all day dude... There are so many reasons why i love you.... Hope this helps when u wonder why i love you....
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
SOUL GUY BESTFRIEND
He has been the closest and the most special person to me these past few months... Thanks to Gardens… It paved the way for our paths to cross & get to know each other better... To some, he may seem quite shy while to others, he can be sociable and friendly. But as a friend, he is Sensitive, Caring & Fun to be with... He knows how to carry a good conversation & has some humor in him which are some of the things that i really enjoy most about him. And each day that I spend with him is definitely worth treasuring...
SURVEY
Three names you go by:
Allen
Sandz
Sandra
Three screen names you have had:
Dude
Hunny
Sweetie (ahemmm...)
Three physical things you like about yourself:
Eyes
My Lashes
Straight Teeth
Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
Gaining Weight
Minor Break Outs
Paranoid!!!!
Three parts of your heritage:
Filipina
Cebuana
Spanish (Wehehe!)
Three things that scare you:
Blood
Snakes
Ghosts
Three of your everyday essentials:
Love
Patience
Gratitude
Three of your favorite musical artists:
Jason Mraz
Kelly Clarkson
Mariah Carey
Three of your favorite songs:
Crazy For You
Once In A Lifetime
Heart of Mine
Three things you want in a relationship:
ROMANCE
Sincerity/Trust
Thoughtfulness (haaaay naman)
Three lies and truths in no particular order:
LIES:
I promise i'll make it work (Oh, that's bull!)
There is nobody else (Talk about crap!!!)
You're a necessity (Even more bull!!!)
TRUTH:
Men will always be boys.
Don't eat shellfish for breakfast.
Chocnut is far better than having a lovelife! (Wehehe!!!)
Tree physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
Eyes
Smile
Teeth
Three of your favorite hobbies:
Texting
Blogging
Shopping
Three things you want to do really badly now:
Be ridiculously rich (Hahaha!)
Lose 10 lbs.
Kiss somebody (Hmmm...)
Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
Clinical Psychologist
Be a tough Lawyer
Become someone's someone (Shesssh!)
Three places you want to go on vacation:
Boracay
Italy
Dubai
Three kid's names you like:
GIRL:
Bianca Ysabelle
Andrea Nicole
Anne Ryssa
BOY:
Joaquin Iñigo
Vincent Emmanuel
Marcus Gabriel
Three things you want to do before you die:
Buy Papa a BMW Sports Coupe...
Build a beautiful garden for Mama...
Have a nice family living in a nice house with a balcony...
Three celeb crushes:
Marc Nelson
Marc Nelson
Oh, did i mention Marc Nelson?
Allen
Sandz
Sandra
Three screen names you have had:
Dude
Hunny
Sweetie (ahemmm...)
Three physical things you like about yourself:
Eyes
My Lashes
Straight Teeth
Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
Gaining Weight
Minor Break Outs
Paranoid!!!!
Three parts of your heritage:
Filipina
Cebuana
Spanish (Wehehe!)
Three things that scare you:
Blood
Snakes
Ghosts
Three of your everyday essentials:
Love
Patience
Gratitude
Three of your favorite musical artists:
Jason Mraz
Kelly Clarkson
Mariah Carey
Three of your favorite songs:
Crazy For You
Once In A Lifetime
Heart of Mine
Three things you want in a relationship:
ROMANCE
Sincerity/Trust
Thoughtfulness (haaaay naman)
Three lies and truths in no particular order:
LIES:
I promise i'll make it work (Oh, that's bull!)
There is nobody else (Talk about crap!!!)
You're a necessity (Even more bull!!!)
TRUTH:
Men will always be boys.
Don't eat shellfish for breakfast.
Chocnut is far better than having a lovelife! (Wehehe!!!)
Tree physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
Eyes
Smile
Teeth
Three of your favorite hobbies:
Texting
Blogging
Shopping
Three things you want to do really badly now:
Be ridiculously rich (Hahaha!)
Lose 10 lbs.
Kiss somebody (Hmmm...)
Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
Clinical Psychologist
Be a tough Lawyer
Become someone's someone (Shesssh!)
Three places you want to go on vacation:
Boracay
Italy
Dubai
Three kid's names you like:
GIRL:
Bianca Ysabelle
Andrea Nicole
Anne Ryssa
BOY:
Joaquin Iñigo
Vincent Emmanuel
Marcus Gabriel
Three things you want to do before you die:
Buy Papa a BMW Sports Coupe...
Build a beautiful garden for Mama...
Have a nice family living in a nice house with a balcony...
Three celeb crushes:
Marc Nelson
Marc Nelson
Oh, did i mention Marc Nelson?
LIST
pinakagusto mo?
chocolates
cakes
anything sweet
pinakaayaw mo?
ampalaya
okra
pinakakinaiinisan mo?
insensitivity
people who are assuming (lalo na pagdi ka kinausap at bigla na lang nainis o nagalit)
ano ang pinakapinagpapasensyahan mo?
ignorance
ang taong mahal mo ay...
mabait
funny
very much taken... (even if i move heaven and earth... heaven won't let me...)
ang nakakapagpangiti syo...
chocnut...
ang nakakasira ng araw mo...
too much pressure
ang nakakapagpatawa syo...
marami... mga taong napagtitripan ko pagtawanan...
ang nakakapagpakaba syo...
awkward moments of silence
uhmmm anti-platonic gestures
ang ayaw mo sa sarili mo ay...
medyo tatanga-tanga boplog sa mga taong akala ko pwede pagkatiwalaan
engot sa pag-ibig!
ang gusto mo sa sarili mo ay...
i know who my real friends are
i dont blame other people
i admit my mistakes (dapat lang sabihin muna sakin hahaha)
masaya ka...
when i get a job done well
when i make others happy
when i spend time with the person i want to spend forever with (future tense... ibig sabihin malalaman pa natin)
mga bagay na di mo makakalimutan...
first kiss
the painting
chocolates
cakes
anything sweet
pinakaayaw mo?
ampalaya
okra
pinakakinaiinisan mo?
insensitivity
people who are assuming (lalo na pagdi ka kinausap at bigla na lang nainis o nagalit)
ano ang pinakapinagpapasensyahan mo?
ignorance
ang taong mahal mo ay...
mabait
funny
very much taken... (even if i move heaven and earth... heaven won't let me...)
ang nakakapagpangiti syo...
chocnut...
ang nakakasira ng araw mo...
too much pressure
ang nakakapagpatawa syo...
marami... mga taong napagtitripan ko pagtawanan...
ang nakakapagpakaba syo...
awkward moments of silence
uhmmm anti-platonic gestures
ang ayaw mo sa sarili mo ay...
medyo tatanga-tanga boplog sa mga taong akala ko pwede pagkatiwalaan
engot sa pag-ibig!
ang gusto mo sa sarili mo ay...
i know who my real friends are
i dont blame other people
i admit my mistakes (dapat lang sabihin muna sakin hahaha)
masaya ka...
when i get a job done well
when i make others happy
when i spend time with the person i want to spend forever with (future tense... ibig sabihin malalaman pa natin)
mga bagay na di mo makakalimutan...
first kiss
the painting
Sunday, March 12, 2006
WHAT'S THE BEST MAKE OUT SONG IN THE UNIVERSE?
The best make out song in the universe is...
Crazy For You by Madonna!
Crazy For You by Madonna!
I'M TIRED...
I'ts 1:05 in the morning... I'm fast becoming an insomiac... I want to break free from thinking about things... I need a break!!! I just want to be in a place where I could just have temporary amneseia... I can't sleep from things that bother me... If only I could be given the liberty to sit down and think rather than have all these thoughts and predicaments imposed upon me... They don't understand... They cant see it my way... The only person who truly understands... Could not grasp anything (clueless?!!) Well anyway, I've got to find a way to handle this by myself... I need to be productive to be able to generate ideas on how to give the right solution to the million things on my mind...
I rest upon God's knee and let His will be done...
I'm tired.
I rest upon God's knee and let His will be done...
I'm tired.
TERMS OF ENDEARMENT
Okay... from lack of more productive things in mind... We decided to call each other "Sweet"
Yeah... just for the heck of it. We even tested it out. Shesssh... that's what happens to two deranged friends who just thought it would be nice to call some other person a sappy name.
What now? Oh yeeeah, i forgot... these are the terms for 2006
Brokeback - dang! its the breakthrough of the mid millenium hahaha!!!
Rustom - its the "IT" word for confessing publicly...
Ohhhh I forgot... I need to do things tomorrow...
Makikita ko nanaman si Marshmallow... Badtrip!!!
Yeah... just for the heck of it. We even tested it out. Shesssh... that's what happens to two deranged friends who just thought it would be nice to call some other person a sappy name.
What now? Oh yeeeah, i forgot... these are the terms for 2006
Brokeback - dang! its the breakthrough of the mid millenium hahaha!!!
Rustom - its the "IT" word for confessing publicly...
Ohhhh I forgot... I need to do things tomorrow...
Makikita ko nanaman si Marshmallow... Badtrip!!!
BEAR WITH ME...
Pain is..
Hearing the words "please stay"
when actions say "you must go"
Having him whisper "i love you"
to my earwhile seeing another person in his eyes
Promising he will never leave
when we both know tomorrow is a lie
Hearing "i'm yours"
when in reality "he is never mine"
Him telling me i make him happy
only to find out his happiness lie elsewhere
Him saying "you're beautiful..."
yet he dreams about another
Telling him "im okay"
when my heart cries out " i dont deserve this"
Promising i wont hurt
while gently dying...
Saying " i dont care"
while my eyes try to hide the tears...
Hearing the words "please stay"
when actions say "you must go"
Having him whisper "i love you"
to my earwhile seeing another person in his eyes
Promising he will never leave
when we both know tomorrow is a lie
Hearing "i'm yours"
when in reality "he is never mine"
Him telling me i make him happy
only to find out his happiness lie elsewhere
Him saying "you're beautiful..."
yet he dreams about another
Telling him "im okay"
when my heart cries out " i dont deserve this"
Promising i wont hurt
while gently dying...
Saying " i dont care"
while my eyes try to hide the tears...
Saturday, March 11, 2006
SILENT LAUGHTER
Sandz...
You may be under the covers now and I want you to know that I meant every word I said and how I said it at that moment though it would be more appropriate in another place and time.
You wont hear those things often from me, but you'll feel it. You'll see it. You'll know it.
I wont expect anything, I wont demand for more than what you're willing to give. I will understand why you cant, why you won't and why you could not.. But I hope I don't get used to that. If there was another way Im sure you'll take it. But for now, just the hope of this working will be enough.
Thank God for SMS.
...Martin
HIGHLIGHT: JOEY
Nakasalubong ko si... Joey... Single. Cute pa din... Hmmm... He was the reason why I ended up with ex. So that's beyond the point now!!! Hahaha... Basta cute sya and he was glad to see me... He kinda resembled a pink salty egg when i called out his name hehehe!!! Ciempre... Glad ang babaeng ito kasi may effect pa pala ako sa kanyang ganun... Hahaha!!! Wala lang...
IN LOVE KA KAPAG...
...hindi mo na maipagkaila sa sarili mo na nasasaktan ka na.
...anuman ang pigil mo ay naaapektuhan ka na din.
...tila may kumukurot sa iyong puso kapag hindi OK ang lahat.
...nag-aalala ka at nagtatampo kahit sa simpleng bagay lang.
...may mga bagay na hindi mo maipaliwanag.
...madaling kang masaktan ngunit madali ring magpatawad.
...kaya mong magsakripisyo para don.
...naniniwala ka na lilipas din ang lungkot...madaling umunawa.
...masarap ang pakiramdam kahit na pasaway, wehehe!
...nagiging matapang ang duwag!
...masaya ka kahit malungkot...
...anuman ang pigil mo ay naaapektuhan ka na din.
...tila may kumukurot sa iyong puso kapag hindi OK ang lahat.
...nag-aalala ka at nagtatampo kahit sa simpleng bagay lang.
...may mga bagay na hindi mo maipaliwanag.
...madaling kang masaktan ngunit madali ring magpatawad.
...kaya mong magsakripisyo para don.
...naniniwala ka na lilipas din ang lungkot...madaling umunawa.
...masarap ang pakiramdam kahit na pasaway, wehehe!
...nagiging matapang ang duwag!
...masaya ka kahit malungkot...
IN LOVE KA BA?
The question caught me by surprise... Maybe i AM maybe im NOT... With whom? *Hahaha!* Oh well... That's the billion dollar question that I gotta find an answer to...
What i want? Somebody reliable... I need a hug almost everyday just for the heck of it... Maybe somebody whose cool whenever I have this unbelievable trip to be somewhere else... He's gotta be someone who lets me go BUT who could always make me stay...
Sadly, even if I feel that I've been trippin on him for quite some time now (a record breaker) the guy couldn't hold me down... Well he will never think of that anyway... Oh well... or I could just... Naaaah never mind... I'm in no hurry anyway... A great person is always on my mind now (Sheeesh, so here we go again!) Hmmm... He's everything and more... Oh well...
What i want? Somebody reliable... I need a hug almost everyday just for the heck of it... Maybe somebody whose cool whenever I have this unbelievable trip to be somewhere else... He's gotta be someone who lets me go BUT who could always make me stay...
Sadly, even if I feel that I've been trippin on him for quite some time now (a record breaker) the guy couldn't hold me down... Well he will never think of that anyway... Oh well... or I could just... Naaaah never mind... I'm in no hurry anyway... A great person is always on my mind now (Sheeesh, so here we go again!) Hmmm... He's everything and more... Oh well...
WHAT I REFUSE TO DO...
1. Stress on things that wont happen.
2. Apologize for being me.
3. Stop learning.
4. Stop living.
5. Stop loving.
6. Stand here waiting.
7. Let people who make me feel bad get to me.
8. Listen to the voice that says "you cant"...
9. Stay in a situation where i'd feel lost...
10. Make myself fall in love (again?) with P... (He is very much taken... Even if I move heaven and earth... Heaven won't let me...)
2. Apologize for being me.
3. Stop learning.
4. Stop living.
5. Stop loving.
6. Stand here waiting.
7. Let people who make me feel bad get to me.
8. Listen to the voice that says "you cant"...
9. Stay in a situation where i'd feel lost...
10. Make myself fall in love (again?) with P... (He is very much taken... Even if I move heaven and earth... Heaven won't let me...)
LAST TIME YOU SAID --- AND MEAN IT / LIED
"I LOVE YOU"
minutes ago with carlo (as a good friend)
i dont lie about loving"
"I'M SORRY"
weeks ago with uhhhm...
this afternoon when i got accidentally hit by a rushing shopper (ako pa nagsorry)...
"I'M FINE"
exactly a year ago
during the party when my lola asked me if i was okay...
"I HATE YOU"
three nights ago but i only muttered the words to myself...
seven months ago with Ry...
"THANK YOU"
i always mean those words...
"YOU'RE GOOD"
hmmm... this evening when i told baby allona that she sang good...
hmmm... three years ago i think... hmmm... it wasnt that good!
"I LIKE THIS"
this afternoon when i went shopping in Glorietta...
i dunno...
minutes ago with carlo (as a good friend)
i dont lie about loving"
"I'M SORRY"
weeks ago with uhhhm...
this afternoon when i got accidentally hit by a rushing shopper (ako pa nagsorry)...
"I'M FINE"
exactly a year ago
during the party when my lola asked me if i was okay...
"I HATE YOU"
three nights ago but i only muttered the words to myself...
seven months ago with Ry...
"THANK YOU"
i always mean those words...
"YOU'RE GOOD"
hmmm... this evening when i told baby allona that she sang good...
hmmm... three years ago i think... hmmm... it wasnt that good!
"I LIKE THIS"
this afternoon when i went shopping in Glorietta...
i dunno...
WORDS OF WISDOM
The measure of a man is not in the grandest of his promises but in the fulfillment of his word. trust depends on things that are actually DONE not pledged.
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